These are my godsons, Eli and Aiden. To say I love them would not even begin to describe the way I feel about them. These boys are so special to me and they have an important place in my heart. I want to help their parents protect them and show them unending love and support. I want to make sure they never feel a moment of pain that is within my control. I want to be around them all the time and I want them to know that I am always here for them. This is all hard when one of these tiny little gentlemen lives in Maryland and the other in Oregon and I live in California. A long distance godmother is something I never knew I would be, but I am really enjoying the journey. As they get older and understand where things are coming from I plan to send them notes, letters, gifts and reminders of what is important in life. I want to get to Oregon to see Aiden again and squeeze those big cheeks while he is still so little, and his first birthday in November cannot com