Sometimes I feel like all I do is write about how much I love Bill. I know people probably do not want to read about that all the time, but being engaged has been such an amazing season for me already. I feel like I can’t contain it!. The other day I even said to my roommate, “Bill and a white dress. Those are the only details about the wedding I care about.”
Well, I bought a dress last night, and when the girl asked me if it would be the dress I was wearing when I was walking down the aisle I started crying. I know most girls dream of the perfect dress and this ideal wedding, but all I ever dreamed about was the perfect boy for me. And I found him. So in the middle of a Bridal Store with random people all around me I was crying as I realized how overwhelming it was to have a man who loves me and as trivial as a dress feels, it was the step I needed for it to begin to settle in. They gave me a bell to ring in the store and I made a wish for our marriage. It’s really starting to sink in.