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As I fall deeper in love with Bill Rogers, I realize how many wonderful qualities that he possesses.  He is patient and kind, he is never jealous or rude, he is not proud and never brags.  He is thoughtful and faithful and ultimately wonderful.  His presence relaxes me and gives me peace in this world.  He loves me selflessly and never fails to try to be exactly what I need.  He is one of the most well rounded, caring people I know.  I always thought you only read about those people in books and see them in movies, but I never really believed they existed - until I met Bill.

His sincerity is refreshing.  He gives 110% everyday, and never stops going strong - Even when people do not pay him the same respect.  He loves to cook and be with friends and wants everyone to be having a wonderful time, feel included, and to provide community.   He also wants to be the one to clean up so everyone can continue to relax, and never compains.  Every moment I spend with him brings a smile to my face.  He has a natural demeanor and comfortable attitude.  You feel like you are in the presence of someone who has no stress in his life.

However, I know that he does and I know how important it is to have a person to come to with the difficulties that come at you.  I love that he comes to me.  I love that I can go to him.  I love that no matter what, we keep communication open.  I love that God brought me the right boy at the right time in the right place and that we fall more in love every day. 

You've got someone here
Wants to make it all right
Someone that loves you more
Than life right here
You've got willing arms that'll hold you tight
A hand to lead you on through the night right here
I know your heart can get
All tangled up inside
But don't you keep it to yourself

When your long day is over
And you can barely drag your feet
The weight of the world
Is on your shoulders
I know what you need
Bring it on home to me

-Little Big Town

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